Him……
He used to tell me about everything…about his life, his dream, his family…his girl…
His relationship with his love one which stuck just because their different way in expressing how to pray (why this can happen in one religion?..dont know, don’t ask why)
I always enjoy the moment how we get close, and get to know each other
Am I wrong when some awkward feeling come when he is near
Am I wrong when I like his attention to me, care for me and when he choose to sit next to me for hours in the bus when we went out of town, without concerning the yelling from our friends who said that get near with me like that could harm his relationship with his girlfriend (they were only joking, I know that…)
Its warm when he try to comfort me through the way
It feels nice when he try to make me happy just with took drinks for me, or cooked a barbeque seafood for me to eat, or bought me some snacks or food when he left me to go with his friends to the nearest market from our place
Now everything is over
Just don’t know why
Am I wrong if I’m jealous to hear him with other
Am I wrong if that feeling is always coming back when I see him accidentally
If we talk to each other when we meet at the hall, at the lift, when you passed me by through your walk, or even only when little smile come from us when we meet each other through our linger from a far
That awkward feeling sometimes coming back, and a my heart would be fulfilled by warmness just to remind our days long ago
Do you know I always have this feeling for you?
Do you know I sometimes still thinking of you?
Maybe now is the time for us to live in a separate lives
Even when you and me is only separate by a **** away
